I know it’s pretty stupid of me to break my heart over someone like you. I know that. My insignificant self finally acknowledges that and I plead guilty.
It had all been my fault. Blame it on my system or blame it on my distorted attitude. My imbalanced self however has had enough. Mine is not a helpless puppy love affair. And I won’t let it be either. You don’t really care about my chimera, I’m glad you don’t. At least you won’t claim a share of my emotions later and I won’t have to fight to hold myself back.
If truth be told I don’t really care. I don’t want you back and yes you can stay. With all your worldly glory, with all your vain you can look down upon me. If stars someday happen to glow in your eyes, thank the one in charge, because you don’t deserve them.
I’m afraid the bitterness within strengthens. You might say it’s because of my flawed state. You might think otherwise. The stained sky shall forever remain, my love. It forever shall…
It’s time to actually lift myself up as I rise on my toes to give you that last good-bye kiss. It’s time for me to address to my wounds and make sure that they heal. Live the way you always wanted to. I’ll live mine too.
