Haan shayad ek uljhan hai.
Ya nahi...

Na uska koi chehra hai na uski koi parchaai.
Jaise woh bas hai. Yehin-kahin. Aas-paas.
Shayad mere hi andar hai. Shayad mera hi hissa…

Jo chaloon main, toh woh saath chal deta hai.
Jo theher jaaun. Toh bas mere saath
Meri hi paas dubak kar baith jaata hai.

Mooh pher loon. Toh bhi nahi maanta.
Jaise hum-raahi ho.
Jhatak doon. Toh bhi nahi saath chodta.
Jaise mera ho. Koi apna.

Ek uljhan hai.
Yehin kahin. Aas-paas.
Shayad mere andar. Shayad mera hi hissa...

Apparently, there is no reason why I have been shying away from my blog for some time now.

Maybe I had nothing to say. Or maybe there were too many things. And too random. All of them.

I have been trying of late to not think of too many things together. I pick up books. Read a line or two. And put them back.. I plug in my ipod. Shuffle. Shuffle. And put it aside.

It’s like I want this. And then that. And then back to that again. It’s confusing. And tiring.

I am a little scared too. Of the work in hand. Cause as usual I’m not being absolutely honest with it. I want to. I can. But I’m not.

It’s weird how after listening to my favorite songs over and over again, I begin to actually dislike them. And want to never hear them again.

Also how close I’m getting to people who I thought I’d never be able to even get along with. It’s a nice thing. Yes. However, I’m beginning to dig too deep into it again. All but unnecessarily.

I should just let things be. For a while.