Same time around last year, I was simply unable to keep myself away from typing too much of me in this blessed blog of mine. And here I am today unable to draw together enough matter to fill up between my yesterday and my today.
And to think of it I’m sure there needs to be a more worthy confluence of mind and matter to fill up this sequential gap. It’s true. You cannot create ripples without a stone but you can sure ask the wind to do the needful. That’s just how my life is. Everything seems to have found a certain corner for itself. Each having been assigned a purposeful task of it’s own without being overtly dependent on the ‘stone’.
There is momentary purpose. Yes, there is. But then somewhere down the line I can see it merging with a steady state of prolonged hope. And that is distracting - to not know of the Uncertain.
This Hope somehow disturbs my symmetry. It makes me look for feasible options. And I can’t stick to my pre-determined state.
But to mould this Hope accordingly is to give life my own distinctive meaning. There are no imprecise connections and there are no ornamental ideologies. It’s simple. And it’s straight.
There is a quiet relief in the way things are right now. But to think of today as my tomorrow is again discomforting. And the way ahead is a blur. Like always.
But then today is much more fascinating than yesterday. There is love, there is life and there is so much escalation. And this is more comforting than anything else. To shed the regrets and to let things and days pick up on their own accord is my way now.
Tomorrow shall come too. And it too shall blend with my now. What I shall see at the end is a kind of continuity. And God-willing that too shall be well etched…
Encompassing life and undeniably much more…
2 comments:
Me lawws the stone theory! :-)
And me laaws the hope amidst the despair that our imminent tomorrow brings forth(You know what I mean :P)
@ the dark side of the moon
i know what you mean :D
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