Dear R,
It’s startling how someone tip-toes into your life and then makes a thundering departure. And yet you simply cannot fathom the reason for it all. You ask yourself if this is the end, you wait for something to turn up, in any form, in any way, something, anything…
You wonder if this was the pre-assigned termination to what seemed like an eternity.
You look back at all that had been and is no more. You feel the emptiness within; you find something stark about the entire set-up. You blame, you curse, you try to hate, and you undergo anger, frustration. Everything eventually fades away making way for your present, for your today, which looks back accusingly at your past.
Perhaps, what remains behind is a loss which only time can take care of.
They say to open the door ahead you have to close the one behind.
No matter how new the New may seem; no matter how familiar the Old may be. You ought to accept the conclusions.
You can live as a zombie for a day or two. You can cry into your pillow for a night or two. You can not really feel good about yourself for a while. You can ask everyone to get lost. You can…
But one fine morning, you will wake up, smile to that old fact, and gain normalcy just as miraculously as you had gone insane…
So just hold on.
Love,
M
[This is for you R. Your call really startled me. And a lill bit of it is for me as well.]
3 comments:
u know initially it feels, becomes v. difficult to move on. u think...thats it impossible u can move on...coz this was the best that cud ever come by. and now that it is gone, perhaps u r the one who has lost.
the more u think abt it, the more u TRY to forget, the more u remember. and its all because u try to so hard.
the day u stop trying, u realise, moving on is maybe not that difficult. its like perhaps, travelling alone for the first time :)
read u after a long time, and enjoyed it, as usual!
love
neha
thanks neha :)
its difficult 2 move on...but once u actually do it,u really feel gr8 abt it!!!!!!!!!u feel u hav d strength 2 conquer d whole world!!
......2 gud yaar...left me speechless!!!!!!!!
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